So....I never thought I would have to hear about a person I know committing suicide. But thus, it has happened. One of my bandmates from bayside, OD on pills (and supposedly slit his wrists according to Andrea) on Sunday, he was only 18 years old and had just graduated. I can't say that we were best of friends, but I knew him, I spent two years with him in band, and talked to him sometimes. I know he did ALOT of things that I hated, but the fact is he was a human being, and I knew him, and its just really sad to see a life wasted like that. I know there was obviously more to the story of why he did what he did, but the thing is, what could honestly be so bad that you would have to kill yourself? What makes you want to give up the rest of your life, and your future? I was shocked when I found out, I knew he tried a couple of times before, but he actually went through with it this time and succeeded. Life is such a precious gift, and I just hate it that he could have had more in his life, he was gonna move with his mom, and I am sure things would have gotten better for him. If only he had gotten help...

Anyways on a happier and lighter note...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LINDSEY!!!!!!

I know it was yesterday, but I wanted to post in in LJ too, hehe. I love you girl! ♥ :]

And wow, call me stupid but I just found out Hugh Laurie will be in the new film that Keanu Reeves in starring in. You have NO idea how extremely happy that made me. I mean, it having Keanu Reeves in it was perfect, but Hugh Laurie too, that was just the icing on the cake! Yay! Two of my very favorite actors! Definitely can't wait to see it now! :D

Something very....umm....unexpected happen to me. One of my friends who was in my pre-calc class, moved about a month ago, and we've been talking online, well, he just admitted to me a couple of days ago that he really likes me, and that he wish he would have said something sooner to me, but he wasnt sure if it would have affected our friendship. This guy, is seriously unbelieveable, he has said some things to me that no guy has ever said. So, umm, I think, we are kind of in a relationship, I mean, I just told them we're friends but I think in a semi-relationship (if that makes sense), because he lives so far away. But yeah...its nice, lol. :]

And curse AP lang, I got the books, but I can't bring myself to start reading, only one sounds mildy interesting, the others...not so much.

And Bel, I have the pics of me playing! Warning! Very blurry, but at least you can see me, lol.



Okay, going....gosh, my LJ seriously needs something entertaining. Sorry guys...heh.

*huggles and kissies*